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[16 May 2006|09:26pm] |
wow its been a while haha.
whats up
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| um. so yesterday i fell in love. |
[22 Nov 2005|12:15pm] |
When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight
These roads never seemed so long
Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?
Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands
I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends
August evenings
Bring solemn warnings
To remember to kiss the ones you love goodnight
You never know what temporal days may bring
Laugh, love, live free and sing
When life is in discord
Praise ye the lord
Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands
I thought you said forever
Over and over
The sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends
I thought you said forever
over and over
The sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends
I thought you said forever
over and over
These thoughts run through my head
this song is anberlin.
its on my myspace.
it hit me like a freight chain to the jaw.
i could barely move.
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| hmm |
[29 Oct 2005|02:52pm] |
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I just don't understand how
you can smile with all those tears in your eyes
and tell me everything is wonderful now
-everclear
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| the band that found me |
[20 Oct 2005|04:33pm] |
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so they say |
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ok. so marie made me accidentally buy this cd.
because she told me to buy "say anything"
and i went to bionic and saw "so they say" on display
so i figured.
oh this must be it.
and it wasnt
it was "say anything"
but i have to say
so they say
is not half bad.
rock on guys
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| yea |
[18 Oct 2005|04:38pm] |
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circa survive |
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i knew it.
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| tango with daddy |
[14 Oct 2005|11:16pm] |
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missed <3 |
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farcity |
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i love smallville.
watched it for 10 hours today
(no im not being a bum im just really sick)
GOD I HATE LANA, I WANT CLARK TO BE WITH CHLOE
IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK?!?!?!
gosh man.
well maybe im not sick
i might just be love sick
i miss/heart you
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| you attract what you radiate. |
[07 Oct 2005|07:30pm] |
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S.O.A.F. |
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anyways. havnt updated in a while. so ill do one right now.
things are going good, except for a little incident involving my debit card.
i dont even want to get into it right now.
i will get very frustrated.
got rearended on the freeway today.
when i looked at my car.....it looked normal.
so i didnt care.
hahaha.
if anyone knows my car, its all jacked up
to wazoo.
so yea, long day.
long effing day
im in thousand oaks right now, im staying the night here
finally got to see Gio again. ive missed this kid like no other.
hes my brotha from anotha motha...
a motha that wont hesitate to slice you throat
if you look at her wrong....
anyways. thats a tangent.
i have a new screen name.
i dont use onxwithxmylife anymore.
so if you see it signed on.
actually, just delete it off your buddy list.
my new screen name is...
SayOceanPwns....no numbers just how you see it.
anyways..add me. say hello
hope to talk to you guys soon.
payce..
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| happy birthday ashley |
[23 Sep 2005|10:39am] |
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the happy birthday song!!! |
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guess what?
http://www.myspace.com/a_s_h_w_e_e
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| your too busy talking, talking about you! |
[21 Sep 2005|08:13pm] |
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TODAY WAS THE LONGEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woke up at 800, out of bed by 900 to get to school (thank God for the snooze button)
went to school.
IN CLASS ESSAY
got out of school had to run home to print out my schedule for all my classes for my english teacher.
had to go back to school
turned it in
went to knotts to process.
filled out paper work but i didnt have my SS card because i took it out like a smart person. its not safe to carry it in your wallet, and i always do, but last week i lost my wallet and got freaked out, when i found the wallet i took it out, to sleep better at night. anyways
had to go back home
get it
go back
go to wardrobe and get my uniform, which is PIMP by the way
long blue button up with a yellowish striped tie
yea, im a balla.
went to school at 3
got out of school at 730 (which is early cuz my hotel management class gets out at 9)
drove home where i am at right now
and i start work tomorrow
heres my schedule for this weekend
thursday
school from 9-4 (with an hour lunch)
work from 5 - 11:30
friday-sunday
work 3-11:30
yea so, not looking forward to this weekend. show me love, espescially if your name is dez.
(show me love is japanese for....comment me)
haha
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| im just a kid |
[16 Sep 2005|12:45pm] |
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bradley hathaway |
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dude i need to update this thing more.
lots of things going on
bonfire for my school, sounds pretty lame but dont worry, it is.
school is going amazingly awesome.
im taking 16 1/2 units. majoring in hotel management
i got a ways to go, but im on the right path.
still play chess alot.
thats awesome because its at a hotel
and im majoring in hotels.
so this is HUGE.
haha im goofy.
if i was ever the leader of a country that just lost a war, and was forced to sign a peace treaty, just before i signed it i would look down in shock and yell, "WAIT A MINUTE, I THOUGHT WE WON?!?!
oh and if you look at my music part...
BRADLEY HATHAWAY IS AMAZING.
read his book, it is in effing credible.
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| whats your favorite dish? |
[30 Aug 2005|09:53pm] |
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the sound of animals fighting |
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you go nowhere
in a nowhere town
and no ones listening
to the sound
of breaking down
and breaking out
is just wishful thinking.
my life is awesome. school is awesome.
let me know if you want to know anything else. im at a loss for words.
oh yea. i play chess a lot now. its fun.
wanna play me, lets go!
dez. you update your livejournal more than a porn producer masterbates i can tell you that much. i love you!
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| baby steps! right shorty? |
[11 Aug 2005|09:22pm] |
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whats with these hooomies dissin my girl |
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spent like 5 hours today getting everything ready for school. im not nervous or anything but im kinda nervous...make sense? i havent been to school since june of 2003 and i know its not that bad cuz some people go to college at like 40 cuz they realize they need it for their job or whatever. but 2 years is a long time. im not too worried about english cuz i wrote an essay for kat off the top of my head for her english class, and she got a B. im just kinda nervous cuz no more free nathan. now i actually have responsibilites. i like it. 13 1/2 units!!! ill be a busy bee. anyways, just thought id update. i dont know who reads this anymore but whatever. im bored. oh, and im getting a laptop. YAAAYY!
"baby how do you do double space again?"
"control 2"
"thank you baby"
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| attention! |
[04 Aug 2005|01:59am] |
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leave me alone.
everyone.
i dont want to talk to anyone anymore.
i cant trust anyone but myself anyways.
this world is full of people that mislead you
im not falling for anyones tricks anymore.
cant trust SHIT, from no one. peace out
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| headshots!!!! |
[31 Jul 2005|09:37pm] |
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yea. i pretty much rule
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| back when this song ment something |
[31 Jul 2005|02:14am] |
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
i can play the intro on piano. me > you
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| were concentrating, on falling apart |
[30 Jul 2005|01:48pm] |
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chariot |
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so yea i hung out with youchelle today. it was good seeing her <3
almost got to hang out with dez but nooooooooo
i almost cant believe. how sore i really am.
gotta go to the gym tonight. get buff and stuff haha.
i told my brother how sore i was and hes like, well thats cuz your tearing your muscles when you work out. your muscles dont like to be torn. and with a mad voice i was like...
WELL TOO BAD!!!! haha.
sometimes i make myself laugh. today was one of them
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